What am I doing here?

Clearly I am lost! I've no idea of how to get away from this insanity. Am I attempting to find some loose thread of validation for my existence? By joining this blogging community? Am I really expected to believe that someone, anyone? will spend their valuable time reading the ramblings of a madman?
Perhaps stranger things have happened. I think the formula I came across in the Complete Idiots Guide (pg 224) for the blogging I'm interested in, is accurate, Ego + Voice + Time = Blog
What am I to do? Anyway I must adjourn and contemplate where I want to go with this new found hobby.